...but neither was I expecting what I did get:
At the moment, I chose not to let it distract me from my speaking engagement; chose to just let it go. Later that morning, after talking it through with a few key people in my life, I came to the conclusion there was a very good reason for the non-reaction. The audience was roughly divided into 4 groups of people:
an awkward pause and the sound of crickets.
- people who I told beforehand -- so they were not surprised.
- people who sort of expected it before I said it -- so they were not surprised either.
- people who need some time to respond -- so even if they were surprised, they did not react immediately. and
- people who don't really know me -- so they had no vested interest in the information.
In the past, I might have used this (albeit well-rationalized) non-response as an excuse for having a pity-party and get all bummed out and self-focused thinking people don't care for me. In this case that didn't happen. I guess that means God has been answering my prayer that I would find my identity and security only in what He thinks of me.
And...why am I sharing this? Because it is cool, but also because it led me to some belly-deep laughter this afternoon as I reflected on it. And that is my main reason for this post! A friend & coach gave me this quote which started my laughter:
Then I got to thinking how that quote would make a great poster for Despair.com, under the heading: INSECURITY. If you are not familiar with their products, &/or just need a good laugh, I suggest you follow the link in the image below and take a few minutes to look through their posters.~ Keith
"We're always wondering
what people are thinking of us.
The truth is
I loved Dave Jacob’s quote and despair.com is a hoot, thanks for a good laugh.
love you man. If we were there, we'd have applauded...
even if it was awkward.
even if it meant we were the only ones.
Despair.com is really funny - I had a good laugh reading through some of those.
Well said. I don't know your age, but I have been there myself. One day you'll awake and realize that you don't care what anyone thinks. I believe Solomon said, "I'm not after self-Esteem. I'm after God-Esteem"
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